Hate

A/N: I've always written about love, so here is some about hate; inspired by Halsey









I hate the way you take control over me

Read me out and smile down at me

Grab me by the collar and throw me against the wall

Then pick up my pieces to snicker amongst

thieves who have taken parts of it

stick it together just to get a laugh off it

So will you ever let me be?






I hate how you know me

Inside out

upside down

Through and through

with all my reds and blues





Hit you back to save myself

here

cleanse your wounds with my tears

I don't need them because I've tasted enough

but

I won't let you help me at the times

you don't get to comfort me when i cry

I whimper alone in the centre of the room,

 with tears that like to race down my face

you don't get to be there for me when I'm scared and insecure

you don't get to pick me up when i fall

you don't get to rid your conscience of guilt

I will paint your face black with my innocence

and you can paint me red with your hurt

you just marched out of the room

"You need to become strong"

Am I not strong enough?