Week

We're going somewhere

And I just can't sleep

Too many street lights

I've been up for weeks

Searching for something that I don't need

Or maybe it's what I choose to believe...

They say you realise a person's worth when they're gone

But I realised their need when I didn't even know them

Feeling high from all that's around me

Drug abuse? That's not me...

The stress gives me a high

I call it anxiety

Falling from that high is the worst

Who am I to judge people when I feel the biggest hypocrite in the world ?

I tell people to love themselves

Teach them even,

But I'm not able to love myself....

I wonder if I ever will be able to.

I have a long way to go, but I'll get there someday.

Sometimes I feel too much

Huh

I always feel too much

That's a feeling too, lol

Maybe it's normal,

Maybe it isn't

But whatever it is

It's me

And I'll learn to live with it love it