Sorryforyourloss

Somtimes 

When my teeth hurt at night

I think I'm rotting;

And one day

All my teeth will fall out.

And when my knees ache in the cold

I feel just like my mother

Though I'm still 20

My bones feel older

Blood shot eyes from staring 

I feel like my father 

I think I've gotten off track 

I have my mother's eyes and my father's face.

I'm shorter but I want to lift up the world

So i can overthrow it.

I don't actually know what I want.

Runt.

I feel like a genius 

I feel like a burnout

I feel average 

I feel depressed

There it is

The toothache

The embodiment of my agony.

Have my emotions gotten tired of me?

Are they trying to swim?

My eyes feel sticky

I don't close them often enough

They're drying out 

I try to drink more water

But i wish I could lick my eyes like geckos do

To make up for the irritation.

Irritation 

Everyone is so nice and so pleased to meet you 

And I'm such a delight for I am still alive.

Wonder what could be said if I wasn't

"So True" "Genuinely" "Literally" "Absolutely" 

And the little abundant giggles will be my redemption.