Bonds

Hello

walls are made up of bricks and mortar 

with a layer of plaster and paint over

bricks are made of sand and clay

mortar- of sand and fine aggregate

walls are made up of concrete 

concrete is made up sand, 

course aggregate and water

it sometimes has steel re enforcement in it

but even though it is all made up of sand water and clay

why do the walls of my home feel softer than before.

the memory of the structures faint

the more i spend time with them 

there are certain walls that I feel like i can just push through

just another fragile organ

some are inviting 

like a feast for my fists 

begging to be broken like my bones 

oh to feel the cracks within

your walls will be torn down

by my own foolish doings

you will be shocked 

and free 

to see an idiot like me

i dare you to build them up better