Enough

What you do to me is insane.

How can a person consume me so entirely?

Ever since we began to speak,

you slept in my thoughts only.

You are the only person I've ever wanted to touch

just to show you how beautiful you are.

Even though, never have I seen your face

and this could all be a cruel prank.

Yet I seem to love you no less

 am I angry or compassionate?

I don't know anything about you,

all I know is that you're far away from me.

They say, deeper the crack

more the love can be filled in them

But will I be enough?

Am I?

You were just a crush to begin with.

But somewhere in between when we spoke,

 I managed to jump over your walls. 

I saw how deep you had your head in; 

in this dark universe of yours.

I, being the naive person I am,

 decided to help you through. 

Somehow, I began to want you. 

You told me about scars

 and all I wanted was to kiss them. 

I wanted to give love to your scars 

to show you that they would mean nothing. 

Not without you.


But when the truth came out, you disappeared.

Do you have any idea about what I felt?

I tried to reach out to you but you weren't there.

Was it easy for you

To leave me without answers?

To comeback after months without a fucking explanation?!

Yet I let you in.

You come to me for support when everybody turns their back on you.

It's so selfish of you

You use me to feel better and I like a fool 

Let you use me.