Green

I wonder what her kiss tastes like

Cherry lips and chocolate chips

Or is it her scented smoke

Does it taste like bubblegum that she blows?

Glass eyes glazed over paper with her hair overthrown

She always has her highway shoes on, with nothing that she owns

Steady blues

Jutted lips and throwing fists

I always knew what love looked like

But it's not you

Carpe Noctem

TIME

What exactly is time?

A few days ago I was busy getting ready for my tuitions and I saw that almost all my clocks were a little behind I'm thinking 'well I set them according to the time on my phone how can they be ahead or behind what I set?'

So I was a little worried and I started pondering about what time exactly is. Coming to the conclusion, I thought that time is one of the five dimensions in which we exist. It is really amusing to discover something that had been in front of my eyes all time. In earlier grades when I was taught science, we got some time graphs and there was a certain graph in which we draw the line of an object in motion in respect to time. So there would be more moments where it would be that the object is not moving but the time is moving. The idea is that even if you stop moving through three or four of the dimensions, if we stop moving in Length, breadth(not possible in our cases) height or even space you will never stop moving through time. From the moment that you're born, you keep moving through time and you would never stop moving. The only time you ever stop moving through time is when you stop existing and that is only from your perspective and not from somebody else's. You might stop existing which means your time has stopped, your graph has stopped but for others time has not stopped, people are still existing and its mind blowing when you think about it. 

Ever feel like it's so lonely in this world? I was listening to a song in which the singer says that if you feel lonely then just remember that we lay under the the same stars and I was thinking 'why would you want to to lay under the same stars?'

Think about it like this, that you both are going through the same time frame, you're going through the same time together. You both are on the graph, the graph does not stop moving. If you guys think of it like that, that's so amazing. The line on your graph is constantly going whether you are not moving, whether you're procrastinating, whether you're wasting time, whatever you doing; your graph is moving, the time is moving. The line is moving, you are not but the time? It doesn't stop. It never stops until you die and that's amazing! It blows my mind how I did not see that before this and it so beautiful.

Open Book

Sometimes you intrigue me

I feel like I want to know you

Inside out

From your over flowing seams to your burning brown eyes

From your mischievious smiles to your blushing red

Sometimes I feel like you're an open book

That everything is there for me to see

That nothing is left to imagination

But then again

When you look away too soon

Or when you glance at the ground

I feel like I missed a few pages

You know, like when two pages are stuck together

And in my eagerness to finish the book,

I skiped them

Maybe it's true

Maybe it isn't true

But baby for sure

You were my muse

So in love

Last night I had a dream, which is an unusual event in itself. In my dream, there was a girl. Her hair was recently shaved and it was growing out. It was white/grey in colour. She had slightly dark brown skin and a beautiful smile. She wore a grey track suit. Her eyes were a warm dark brown and when she smile at me, she smiled with her eyes smile too. The smile that crinkles around your eyes and you show all your teeth. That's how she smiled at me. She was a little taller than me and had a lean body. I remember hugging her and feeling how soft and fragile she felt. It was amazing. When I hugged her, it was the best feeling ever, it felt so soft and it made me so happy. I felt euphoric,

I felt like I was in love.

In my dream, she really liked me. Not like an obsession and not like "Oh my god you're so cool" like, but it was more of a... I'm trying to search for the right words to describe it, but all I can come up with is "I really like you".

I just remember feeling like I was her safe haven.

Have you ever wanted to be someone's safe place, when the person is upset, they come to you and to them it feels like everything will be alright. I felt that I was that for her when I hugged her. The moment I wrapped my arms around her shoulders it felt like she melted into me.

I woke up resenting her softness. It was a beautiful experience. I wonder if she actually exists. I wonder if she dreamt about me and felt the same way. One thing is for sure, that that was what it feels like to be in love and it was the most beautiful thing ever. I wish I get to dream about her again. I wish I had dreams like this more often. Until reality hits, my dreams will always live on bits of paper and binary digits.